Ok.. so I have been SOOO nervous about starting a journal here but finally said what the heck.. just do it! A bit of background on me .. I am 23 years old and this will be my first show. I started dieting down last spring and had to back out due to moving.. relationship fell apart.. and it just wasnt the right time.. plus I have put on some MUCH needed muscle. I had a productive offseason but I...


